Thanks for the kind words....
In a nutshell, I was at a girlfriend's house Sunday night. I hadn't seen her for a
while. She lives about an hour away. We drank alot, like always, and I fell asleep
around 8ish. Lame, I know. Anyway, when I woke up I had six missed calls. My phone
was on vibrate so I didn't hear it. I texted him and told him I was at friend's and going
to bed. He texted back to phone him right away..which I did. I thought it was an emergency.
By then this is almost midnight. He starts grilling me; what did we do? Where did I park my
car, etc. I was kind of short with him because I was tired and drunk so I said goodbye. He calls
back immediately and says he's in the "area" of my friend's house and wants to come kiss me
goodnight. Well, she lives about an hour and forty minutes from him. I said no. My friend was
asleep in her room with her eight-year-old son and black lab and the house alarm was set, and
I don't know the code. It's after midnight..I'm not going to wake the whole house up. I got kind of
annoyed and said no. Well, get a text immediately that said "busted." I just ignored it for the moment
because I didn't want a fight. Next morning he texts me that we're done, it's over. I show my friend
the texts and tell her what happened. I called him immediately and put her on the phone, proof that I
was there. He was short with her. Then ripped into me, saying, just admit you weren't there. You'll feel
better once you do, stop the bs, that I sounded like I was lying. I actually sounded a bit frustrated and
annoyed because he was grilling me so hard asking me 50 questions.
Anyway, next day he tells me that he's 100 percent sure I wasn't there. And BTW, he wasn't in the area. He
was just testing me, I think. And I didn't say the right thing I guess. Thing is, this man in the most
laid back, kind person I know. This is so out of character. He knows I love him loads...I beg to spend
more time with him. He said he doesn't love me anymore and I'm in the deepest pit I've ever been in.
I would rip my heart out for him. And the only other person I would do that for is my son.
Please send positive thoughts my way. I'm on the verge of losing it.